Not sure if I’m ready but I’m also not sure if I’ll ever be so I must fight through! All systems go!
I need to stop doubting myself, my abilities and my potential. I need to stop overthinking things and place before me positive outcomes instead. I need to stop fearing genuine happiness. I’m so afraid to take risks yet I encourage those around me to do such.
I need to pull myself together. I need to be more confident in who I am and what I want. It’s okay to not know what you want exactly but once you have an idea, start from there… Please don’t limit yourself out of fear.
At times I am afraid of my own potential or I worry that I suffer from a lack thereof. Most times it’s not that I don’t want to keep pursuing my goals, it’s simply that the fear of not being and doing good enough is crippling.
Anxiety gnaws at me.
Regardless I have decided to pull through. I need to. I owe myself that much and more. I need to pull through for my future self. If I gave up or didn’t start at all how will I ever succeed? How will I know that I have what it takes? I need to pull through so I can make my loved ones proud that I kept going despite the odds, despite the obstacles and despite the voice in my head snaring that I’m not good enough and never will be.
I need to prove this voice wrong.
I can do anything I set out to once I am dedicated to working hard for exactly what I want. I can achieve all of my dreams.
I will achieve all of my dreams.
I can conquer the voices in my head…
So can you.
– Diandra C.
PS: 2018 is ours. May these days, months, years bring you closer to your goals. May every moment show you just how magical you are once you truly believe in yourself while working diligently. 💗
PS x 2: I absolutely love love roses. The picture featured is of roses my babes got me on one of the most trying days I had in 2017. Was an extremely sweet gesture, really took my mind off everything.