Have you ever sat down and pondered upon your purpose? Well at least what you think your purpose for being alive must or should be... Have you ever been in bed, daytime or night, wondering why you're here? Wondering what it all means? Wondering about this grand master plan called life? Have you ever been … Continue reading Questions Existing
Insecurities... hm, what does that word mean to you? What do you think about when you see or hear this word? To me, it's a word that has me bound. I'm shackled by this word and all it symbolizes - struggling to grasp my freedom. I try to decipher why I cannot seem to escape … Continue reading Insecurities
I'm often times still afraid when everything is looking up, all is going well and I feel happy... when I feel free... I'm often times worried that some day he'll think I'm no longer worth it or that I'm far too much to handle... I'm afraid he'll leave eventually. (This is fear is often diagnosed … Continue reading Afraid
Not sure if I'm ready but I'm also not sure if I'll ever be so I must fight through! All systems go! I need to stop doubting myself, my abilities and my potential. I need to stop overthinking things and place before me positive outcomes instead. I need to stop fearing genuine happiness. I'm so … Continue reading Conquering…
It's pretty okay my dear to have bad days and moments where you feel as though things won't get any better. It's pretty okay to want to give up; but don't because how will you ever succeed if you always give up when things become tedious, trying and tiresome. You owe yourself the possibility of … Continue reading It’s okay to not be okay.
Idk what it is but I can't seem to do anything right. There's a weight hanging down on my shoulders, there's a sad cloud above my skies. I want to escape but I can't just yet. It's killing me slowly daily. It's choking me and I'm in agony. I'm yearning to escape. So much is … Continue reading Escape
Lately what I find myself doing is either picking apart my flaws or comparing myself to others. I constantly pull myself apart piece by piece to highlight the things that I deem ever so ugly and unattractive. I compare how beautiful I think someone else is to how unattractive and unworthy I deem myself. I … Continue reading Flaws