Have you ever sat down and pondered upon your purpose? Well at least what you think your purpose for being alive must or should be... Have you ever been in bed, daytime or night, wondering why you're here? Wondering what it all means? Wondering about this grand master plan called life? Have you ever been… Continue reading Questions Existing
Insecurities... hm, what does that word mean to you? What do you think about when you see or hear this word? To me, it's a word that has me bound. I'm shackled by this word and all it symbolizes - struggling to grasp my freedom. I try to decipher why I cannot seem to escape… Continue reading Insecurities
I'm often times still afraid when everything is looking up, all is going well and I feel happy... when I feel free... I'm often times worried that some day he'll think I'm no longer worth it or that I'm far too much to handle... I'm afraid he'll leave eventually. (This is fear is often diagnosed… Continue reading Afraid
Not sure if I'm ready but I'm also not sure if I'll ever be so I must fight through! All systems go! I need to stop doubting myself, my abilities and my potential. I need to stop overthinking things and place before me positive outcomes instead. I need to stop fearing genuine happiness. I'm so… Continue reading Conquering…
It's pretty okay my dear to have bad days and moments where you feel as though things won't get any better. It's pretty okay to want to give up; but don't because how will you ever succeed if you always give up when things become tedious, trying and tiresome. You owe yourself the possibility of… Continue reading It’s okay to not be okay.
Idk what it is but I can't seem to do anything right. There's a weight hanging down on my shoulders, there's a sad cloud above my skies. I want to escape but I can't just yet. It's killing me slowly daily. It's choking me and I'm in agony. I'm yearning to escape. So much is… Continue reading Escape
Do you know what love is? Do you know what love is truly? Yes you say? Are you sure that you do? Hm. Is your love kind and nourishing? Does it give them room to grow into their best self? Or does your love tell them in what ways they should grow, in what ways… Continue reading Tell me about your love.
Although I really wanted to add 'bitch' to this blog post's title, I resisted all urges. It'd be too in your face and loud so I toned it down a tad. Either way, Trust the process bitch! I get it, honest I do. Sometimes it feels like damn, what am I doing? What am I… Continue reading Trust the journey
Sometimes I feel pressured to be perfect. (Or at least have my shit together and planned out.) I feel pressured to feel as though I should already be successful. At 20, I feel like I should have my life together and probably already started with my dream career and doing all the things that make… Continue reading E is for emotional.
We exist in time and space together but I still can't trace your lips and hold you tight so I can feel better. Feel safer. Warm in your arms. We've existed before, Day to day, Our paths never crossing - Parallel lines We were once strangers, oh but only for a time. Now only you… Continue reading We exist…